Well, I’ve finally made up my mind.
I don’t want to cry any more. I don’t want to be depressed any more. I don’t want to suffer from grief or misunderstanding. I don’t want to be cold and indifferent.
I want no more to be the Lady Zi I used to. I may save this name for my further life in reality if I finally succeed in changing my official name to Zilana, but…
For my friends, I’d like to become the Tsubaki Fujiwara I want to be from now on. Please, please, please, as long as you are my friends or whatever you would like to call these relationships – I’m now Tsubaki Fujiwara. Tsu is all right as well. You may also call me Gaki, especially, if you want to see me as a male.
Well, whatever, I just want to live my life the way I want.
I just want to keep on smiling. Or to cry whenever I feel I really need to. I want to express my feelings in the way I want to. I am Fujiwara Tsubaki, also known as Gaki, who is just acting normal and natural – the way s/he wants to.
So, iketemi yo!