My life as a 4-letter word

[No Land Man]

Fuck.



Just fuck.



I don't know what to do. I'm too perplexed.



I guess, I should close all the notes in this diary, except for the ones with my works, and start a new life in an old body.



Or I should just forget this diary has ever existed and create an absolutely, totally new one.



And I should finally LEARN BY HEART this fucking golden rule of the Web:

"NO AFFECTIONS ON-LINE!!!"

Yeah... learn it and stop the nonsense I've started unwittingly.



You were right, my dear, you were so right...



Yet I didn't listen to you and intruded rudely into your life, where I was definitely not supposed to ever be.



Can you forgive me?



Can you forget me?



Consider me to be a horrible nightmare... or whatever you want.



Be with the one you love, dear...



I wish only happiness for you...



...and I cannot bear being the obstacle in your way.



I'm sorry.



I love you...



No, I shouldn't say these words... I shouldn't...



Fuck.



Just fuck.

@музыка: Воскресенье - "Музыкант"

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